Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Found A Great Site

I was watching the news last night and they showed a site that you can sign up for a ton of good free stuff and also print really great coupons. And the best part is it is free to sign up. The site is I am really looking forward to spending a weekend just signing up for free stuff and printing out coupons.


It is now 3 in the morning and of course I can't sleep. I am so sick and tired of not being able to sleep night after night. I am looking forward to the day(Hopefully Soon) that I will start my chemo and take all of my pain away and I will be able to sleep once more. This time around the cancer has really kicked my butt. I am in major pain 24-7 and that is even with some major drugs. I just keep praying that I will be able to kick cancers butt this time around as easlily as I did last time.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

2 More

I just noticed the other day that Marissa has 2 more teeth. She finally cut her top 2, I think eye teeth. Which ever teeth they are she now has 18. She had a rough time getting these ones in. I felt so bad for her. All of her other teeth came in with just a slight fever but not these ones. She had a fever, was cranky and had some really poopie diapers. I hope that when her bottom 2 decides to come through they don't give her a rough time.
Next week I will be taking Marissa to her 18 month well check up. I can't believe that she is almost 1 1/2 years old, crazy. I'm really not looking forward to her getting shots. I normally try to make Billy go with us but he is unable to take off, grr. I am looking forward to seeing how much she has grown.
Ok I gotta go, American Idol is on and I am hoping that Danny gets kicked off tonight.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

So big

Marissa is getting so big. I look at her everyday and I swear she just keeps getting taller and taller. I can't wait till her 18 month appointment to see how tall she has gotten. Some of the summer shirts that I got her are already getting too short.I love her so much.

Thursday, April 30, 2009


I still don't know anything more than I did a few days ago. I seen my cancer doctor today and he is getting my set up for a biopsy next week. Please pray that the mass in nothing more than a mass and isn't cancer.
I really don't like that doctor. I told him that my leg is still hurting really bad and that I thought that I have a UTI and he didn't do anything about either thing. So I called my Cleveland doctor and he is going to call me tomorrow and let me know what he thinks that we can try next to help with my leg. As for the UTI I am drinking cranberry juice and taking AZO so hopefully that will go away on it's own.
I just would LOVE to be able to sleep again. I am hoping that one of my many doctors will finally give me some sleeping meds. It has now been over 6 months since the last time I slept all night long. Since I had the stint put in I am now in even more pain than I was before, GRR!!!!
Ok, I will stop complaining now.

Now on to Marissa. She is starting her terrible 2's already. But I think that it is because she is trying to teeth again, poor girl. Most of the day she is very good but at some points through the day she is pretty cranky. Other than her being cranky sometimes she is such a wonderful daughter. We are having so much fun watching her learn new things everyday.

I better go we are watching Bones. Talk to Ya Later!!!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

So silly

Marissa is true to nickname( Goofy Bear ) We were eating supper and Marissa was more less done and she had pushed all of her food off her plate and and was playing around. Well she then picks up her plate and tries to lick it. She then got the idea to put some food back on her plate so that she would have something to lick off. She is such a silly girl.

So glad

I am so glad that I am doing this blog. It is such a great way to tell people what I am feeling. Like right now I am still in pain and it is really driving me crazy. I am going to see my cancer doctor tomorrow and I am hoping that maybe he will give me some really good meds so that I don't have to be in pain anymore. I just wish that someone would figure out what is wrong. I have been dealing with this now for almost 6 months, yeah that's right 6 months of not being able to sleep. GRRRR!!!!!

Ok enough about me. Lets talk about Marissa. I think the time is coming that she will be going into her big girl bed. She is starting to become a little monkey. Yesterday Billy and I made sure that her room was safe incase she got out of her bed with out us knowing. I had bought some foam squares awhile ago and we put those in front of her crib that way she will have some padding if she does try to get out of her bed.
Where has our little baby gone???? She is growing up so fast. I LOVE watching her learn new things everyday. We are so very proud of her and we LOVE her so much.